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I get lost at every corner
The farther I get the less I see
Rudderless in an ocean
Fishing for ghosts inside of me

Could I be saved?
Should I be saved by you?
I’d rather be dead
I’d rather be a dead than a fool

I once saw my stepfather
Putting a rifle in his mouth.
He made sure I was the one to find him.
Waited until my mum was gone

He couldn't stand me
I keep asking myself why
He couldn't stand me
Will never find he reason why

Is not the bullet what kills you
The emotional baggage normally does
Just the thought of been unfaithful
Shoot my empathy up

I always resented being a coward
Went missing for several days
I grew some special anger
feed it every single day

Why should I wait?
Why should I wait for you?


from Captain demo​-​lition´s dream songs, released January 26, 2017



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The Captain has landed
Praise the Captain
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